hi. pull up a chair.

& let the love out.


smile a little.

Sunday, November 27, 2011

i didn't do that well in trig.

i thought that the ups and downs were just for before.
but there are ups and downs now too.
i fucked up.
i broke the up.
god, i hope that the down doesn't plunge so low.
i'll climb like an animal to get back up again though.
but only the right way - i wont cut corners.
just because its up and down doesn't mean that its left and right.
we won't go back. only forward.
but now... i want the high of yesterday to return - for you too.
why we're down here; well, i'll leave that in the past. its so much better that way.
i had to bring it to the surface so that i can finally lock it up and keep it back there.
if you'll only help us climb, i promise it'll get better now.
the road ahead looks a lot steadier.
the y coordinates are gonna just keep increasing as the x values keep going.
and they seem [as i hope they will] to go on forever.

i love you. i broke the up, but i won't break us.

Thursday, November 24, 2011


its a day off of work [for most], a day off of school, and a time you get to spend talking and laughing with your family.
but we don't need a holiday to be thankful.
[especially one that is more myth and lies than truth and positive rejoice.]
don't celebrate thanksgiving today. celebrate those who you are thankful for with love and give thanks everyday.

i am thankful for every single person in my life that has added to my happiness and well being especially the people that i love; my familia, my friends, and my love. I am thankful for having a place to live, air to breathe, and food to eat. i am thankful for laughter and the overwhelming hope i have for love in this world. i am thankful for opportunity and knowledge and the exciting life that has not yet been lived.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

my day.

i wish i could have just stayed in the waltz of the flowers all day.

for you on your birthday,

for your birthday, lets do everything.
                lets do nothing.
                               lets spin around in circles and
                                 laugh so hard that cake comes out
           our noses.


happy birthday.

Sunday, November 20, 2011


no, raindrops.

i want it to rain all day and all night.
and tomorrow, if its not raining anymore,
look up.
clear, perfect skies are in your future.
[take that how you will.]

Saturday, November 12, 2011

lets create together.

Having time for someone and making time
for someone are two different things.

its the effort that counts here.
i love you for missing me.

Friday, November 11, 2011


in numerology, my life path number is 11.

Wish deep my friends & be happy.

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

hand in hand.

friends & sunflowers were made to be shared together.