penny.

i hope you're as happy as you've ever been.

i miss your kisses and your warm little body behind my knees.

my heart breaks when i think of you.

i love you penny puppy.

<3

my love in sprinkles.

to my besties,

i made 16 cupcakes today.

each cupcake has about 50 sprinkles.

i love you about 10x each sprinkle.

[thats a lot of love.]

come eat one with me. <3

rush.

you know that feeling on the swings when you lean back so far that for a couple seconds you're upside down?

thats what if feels like to be with you.

enjoyable in every sense of the word.

terrifying if anything were to go wrong.

but then safe and comfortable when you come back up.

a rush.

just don't let me lean back too far.

i'm sick.

call me old fashioned,
call me a romantic,
but i thought it was pretty cute,
when he gave me his handkerchief. <3

i didn't do that well in trig.

i thought that the ups and downs were just for before.
but there are ups and downs now too.
i fucked up.
i broke the up.
god, i hope that the down doesn't plunge so low.
i'll climb like an animal to get back up again though.
but only the right way - i wont cut corners.
just because its up and down doesn't mean that its left and right.
we won't go back. only forward.
but now... i want the high of yesterday to return - for you too.
why we're down here; well, i'll leave that in the past. its so much better that way.
i had to bring it to the surface so that i can finally lock it up and keep it back there.
if you'll only help us climb, i promise it'll get better now.
the road ahead looks a lot steadier.
the y coordinates are gonna just keep increasing as the x values keep going.
and they seem [as i hope they will] to go on forever.


i love you. i broke the up, but i won't break us.

turkeys.

its a day off of work [for most], a day off of school, and a time you get to spend talking and laughing with your family.

but we don't need a holiday to be thankful.

[especially one that is more myth and lies than truth and positive rejoice.]

don't celebrate thanksgiving today. celebrate those who you are thankful for with love and give thanks everyday.

i am thankful for every single person in my life that has added to my happiness and well being especially the people that i love; my familia, my friends, and my love. I am thankful for having a place to live, air to breathe, and food to eat. i am thankful for laughter and the overwhelming hope i have for love in this world. i am thankful for opportunity and knowledge and the exciting life that has not yet been lived.

my day.

i wish i could have just stayed in the waltz of the flowers all day.

for you on your birthday,

for your birthday, lets do everything.

                lets do nothing.

                               lets spin around in circles and
                                 laugh so hard that cake comes out
           our noses.

iloveyou.

happy birthday.

Stars?

no, raindrops.

i want it to rain all day and all night.

and tomorrow, if its not raining anymore,

look up.

clear, perfect skies are in your future.

[take that how you will.]

lets create together.

Having time for someone and making time

for someone are two different things.

its the effort that counts here.

i love you for missing me.

eleven·eleven·eleven

in numerology, my life path number is 11.

Wish deep my friends & be happy.

hand in hand.

friends & sunflowers were made to be shared together.

being twenty-two.

i've always felt that my soul knows more than i do.

its time for my self to catch up to it now.

its time to gain the wisdom & grow up.

& with billie holiday playing in my head,

i welcome the old feeling of life.

and with love, the clouds moved.

& then the rain came to meet her once again.

the clouds traveled all the way around the earth.

but they came back to where they were needed most.

[and where they needed to be too.]

she danced in the rain.

[for lack of a better phrase.]

& at last,

[with all of her own sunshine intact];

is happy once more.

i love you. you love me.

Being in love should mean everything.

And there should be no other answer.

so please, just love.

[me.]

pirate adventures.

 and when you've sailed so far out at sea that you fear falling off the edge -

the light appears.

wary at first, you begin to follow.

and somehow, you're on your way back to some place better.

whats more surprising than you finding the light;

is the light finding you.

be safe. be smart.

be loved.

yo ho and all of that;

adventures lie ahead.

umbrellas.

 

when the sky begins to fall,

i promise to hold my umbrella over you.

on the street.

you dont have to look far to know 

that people want the same thing you do;

just to be loved.

on hold.

things to do:

• take the next, cheapest flight out of here - anywhere.
• ride the bus and get off somewhere new.
• sleep under the stars.
• dance with you.
• go to a jazz club.
• buy a record player.
• dress up for the midnight premiere of harry potter.
• have that star wars marathon [we'll get the pizza first.]
• be happy.
• tell you i love you.

good ol' bill

well, at least i will always have the cosby show.

mr. snuffles

if you find that your day is in need of some laughter...

 

look no further.

:]

time travel.

lets take a trip

back in time

back when we would stay up all night

wishing we were making magic

& having adventures.

or

lets use where we are right now.

live in the magic of today

& create adventures where ever we go.

exit.

the only way to go is up.

adventures.

just pick one & go.

i've got 10 bucks, a pocketknife, 

& a day just waiting for some trouble.
lets get lost.

eye ball spots.

we often enjoy staring into the sun until 

we see that glowing spot when we shut our eyes.

we know its bad for you - but we do it anyway.

your reality.

want it, see it, feel it, create it

maybe it seems too far off or

that there's too much life in the way.

a life that never seems to go just right.

there's always something, isn't there?

listen to the music.

make the music.

the details will paint themselves free.

live through the passion of love in every step.

& that step will bring you closer to what you see.

before you know it you'll be there in the sky too.

right up there with the kite.

& if you need me,

i'll be down here holding the string.

believe it.

want it.

FEEL it.

[love it.]

& you'll get there.

                                                     promise.

spread it.

& we'll all be happier.

limbo.

im certain i know what it feels like to fly.

i have dreams about it all the time.

lucid dreams; the limbo between reality & reality.

thats where i fly.

and then i wake up.

sister soul

dear you,

  

when we're older and i have a home, 

i shall invite you over for tea.

and you will be my excuse to use my finest china.

melted snowflakes.

hot on the inside - cold on the outside.

what an interesting role reversal.

lets go for a ride.

 

sometimes i think i was born in the wrong era.

lets take a drive and sing along.

ready. set. go.

 

lets start on our way.

lets get goin.

its almost time.

we gotta go.

its gonna be amazing :]

 

Public Display of Affection

i dont know amy & i dont know hugo

but i know they <3 each other.

ice cream for breakfast

we are still just kids.

Keep Moving

take a chance.

make a change.

discover a new reality.

and make it your own.

which way is up?

 

i think its becoming more clear.

i dont have a penguin.

if i was ever a bad penguin owner, 

i would like to say that i am sorry for not providing it with more fish and snow. 

and if it meant anything to my penguin, id give my word to bring it squid while it was out sliding on the ice. 

and if that means nothing- then i'd stick my head in a cold bucket of fishy ice just to feel cold.

El Seven.

it is a bit presumptuous to label it as the happiest place on earth.

 the happiest place is everywhere.

where you can be nothing less than yourself

& find people who will create an even bigger square with you.

shitty ass fucking day

to put it simply,
today sucked balls.

to the best dog ever.

you were a gentleman of the highest regard.

you sheltered many a stray dog & raccoon

and provided sustenance for bears who were in need.

you were the best.

i love you & i miss you.

[forever.]

if it's real

if it's real, don't just give it up.

if it's real, keep going.

if it's real, don't let it pass you by.

if you feel it - it's real.

today.

threetwoone

 

[zeronine]

sweeteyes.

you know i hate talkin on telephones. 

i'm so sorry, its just my way.

please help.

Donate $10. Text "red cross" to 90999.

we are all connected.

we are all of one family.

a family of souls breathing together on this earth.

 

i pray for you japan. i send you all of my good wishes, positive thoughts, and prayers.

someday.

maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but maybe someday.

you're on your way.

 

keep going.

here comes the sun.

Little Darling, 

its been a long cold lonely winter.

 

the smiles returning to the faces.

 

I feel that ice is slowly melting.

It feels like years since its been here.